i've been a real fool for the past couple of months. i haven't been active lately because i'm such a depressed idiot. long story short, i met a guy at work (in late November) who led me on, invited me to his house (he had all his friends over and didn't tell me so i bought him a rose), called me out for being gay, insulted me, and embarrassed me in front of everybody. i also got fired for going out with a coworker and because i may have brought negative attention to my boss and had to find a replacement job. i applied for a job last week and am still waiting to get be hired (or rejected so i can apply somewhere else). i've been really down th